i'm currently trying out tumblr! (: looks pretty cool though...
well.. if i really change to using tumblr i'd still keep my livejournal like how i'm keeping my blogger. (:
still working out the kinks in tumblr.. (:
anyway..........
the main subject? CHEATERS!
i dont understand why there are people who cheat in exams and relationships!!
i dont! i simply dont!
( and no.. i'm not attached... )
you know? i know of friends who cheat on their girl/boyfriends...
and to me its like "hey. at least you're not married"
BUT WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU WANNA CHEAT IF YOU'RE MARRIED?!!
i dont understand... i'm trying to attempt to... but apparently i speak human and not whatever you are!!
another thing that i have apparently failed to understand would be why people wanna cheat during exams when they know that there are consequences!! stupid or stupid?
months ago i was asking God and myself.. "if only theres a way for me to know what happened in the past that led to this. if only.." and now that i know.... i dont know how i am supposed to help much less handle it... this is worse than finding out someone you knew passed away 2 months after.............
this shall be sort of... my last lj post...
my tumblr is : http://abishappy.tumblr.com/
it was maths UT yesterday, not so good cause there were 24-25 questions.
"but okay what abi... 45 minutes not enough?!"
NO!!!!!!! of course not! cause there were also sub questions a-e! ):
sigh... anyway......... i'll be going through 2 first aid training lessons on 2 sundays...
9 straight hoursof first aid training...... woot!
after i complete, 2 days, 18 hours... i'll be a CERT member.. lol... -.-
idk what C stands for, but ERT is, emergency responce team...
3 more UTs to go.....
i no longer find blogging interesting... its like i wanna blog..but when i see that blank box i lose all my inspirations.......
sooooooooooooooo. bye for now!! (:
i'm on the brink of going boonkers!
i'm on the brink of crying my eyes out!
i'm on the brink of giving up...
what the hell was i thinking?! president of an IG?!
hell yea.. sounds damn nice...... -.- think again..
i need a vid in 3 weeks.......
and hell yea i'll complete a vid in 3 weeks!
but whats driving me nuts is that i dont know how to!
and with UT around the corner!!!!!!!
my gpa.....................................
whats the point of a good testimonial with bad gpa to match?!
i nearly cried myself to sleep last night......
i nearly gave up last night......
so envious of my friends who were out.. and what was i doing?
if i were studying then it was an entirely different issue...
but i wasnt.. instead i was going nuts! .... .....
i meeting REAL ACTUAL deadlines......
i'm no longer doing a project for the teacher to mark and give me a gold star....
i'm doing a project for the public to see and i'm given limited time.....
i really wanna do a good job..........
WHATS THE POINT OF CRYING???
IT WOULNDT GET ANYTHING DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAKE UP ABI WAKE UP!!
PULL YOUR SOCKS UP AND JUST DO IT!
UT, VID, ARTICLE, IG............ CAN CAN CAN..............
i better go... byebye.... *forced smile* (:
- Mood:determined
oh yes....... those numbers represent my count down... ):
cognitive >> maths >> physics >> molecular and cell biology >> chemistry
yes! killer modules.. but i have to admit i enjoy them.. (:
but no matter how much i enjoy'em, i have to say that the deadline is killing me!!
i'm just so afraid that i'll be unable to graduate with at least a 3.6/3.7 at the end of tertiary education...
i'm getting so tired, i can hardly stay awake... i feel so lost...
i'm afraid that i might screw up my sem 2...
come'on abi.. wake up wake up! you can do it!!
juggling SLEEP, studies (rj), revision, IG is not easy.. that i can tell you...
i feel a burden on my chest... as though i cant breathe... ):
sigh.. mayb i'll stop blogging, facebook-ing, tweeting, relatively cut down on msn.. maybe until 22nd feb or whenever my last day of UT 3 is...
| Module number | Subject name | UT 1 | UT 2 |
| G102 | Congitive | 11/11/2010 | 4/1/2011 |
| A114 | Math | 15/11/2010 | 10/1/2011 |
| A207 | Physics | 23/11/2010 | 17/1/2011 |
| A222 | Biology | 26/11/2010 | 20/1/2011 |
| A201 | Chemistry | 1/12/2010 | 25/1/2011 |
this is my schedule... look at how close the dates are!!!!!!!
not to be pessimistic or anything.. i'm really glad i'm getting As and Bs, for all except for physics.. well.. fine.. not 100% glad... but 90% glad. (: Cs for physics.. ): but i'm working on it. i've 2 Cs for physics aldy and i hope she'll give me at least a B for problem 3.
nono.. i'm not gonna feel so bloody demoralised that i'll shut myself in my room.. i'm just feeling stressed up............
byebye livejournal until i feel less stress and when i have more time. (:
- Mood:
stressed
i have 6 slides tdoay... cause we're gonna elaborate from points... and i wonder how i'll work...
kind of afraid, really afraid.. sigh...
anyway... i have Photo IG interview later at 4.40pm.. (:
kinda excited cause i've always wanted to take an event as the photographer.. (:
nothing much i can say for today other then "shag!" !!!
music plays a HUGE part in my life cause i use music to show the moods i'm in.. and music/songs/tunes changes my mood... and currently i'm smiling like nobody's business... (: i'm so happy!! i dont know why through, but it feels good. you know.. like you just wanna keep smiling and smiling.... (:
i love my mood like this... being happy for no reason, simply because i have the ability to... life's too short to let a little set back pull you down. so why not smile?!!
theres so many things to be happy about :
1. being alive
2. having friends and family around you
3. a roof over your head
4. 3 square meals a day
5. sleep
6. blue sky
7. rain
8. snow
9. health
10. at least you're not dead cause you're reading this
10 reasons to be happy about!
i read a book titled 'Pollyanna' , and from that book i learned to think of something that i can be thankful for.. i used to think of one thing i learned everynight... things like "i learned to be patient today." is good enough..
so what are the things that i can be thankful for and what i learned?
1. God for giving me life, functional body and brain
2. able to do my maths today
3. learning that PCR only occurs outside the body
4. my friends
5. my family
6. being able to wake up this morning
7. walking
8. sitting
9. standing
10. eating
11. digesting
12. talking
13. vision
14. ability to read
15. learned to think before i talk
16. not losing friends despite my silly actions (years ago)
17. going to japan on my own
18. going to japan with school
19. making new friends in RP
20. being in church choir
21 being me!
so yea.. theres a whole list i could type out but i think i'll bore you out..
you know? i'm still unable to believe that people can say that i'm really optimistic... but i have to admit that i can be really pessimistic at certain times... i'm not so sure about how optimistic i can be sometimes.. only a third party can see... (:
well.. i'm off to do my work! (:
i'm happy happy happy, happier than being asked to be somebody's girlfriend (:
so i'm currently single and happy. (: no qualms about it. (:
"you made a rabel of a careless man's careful daughter..."
- Location:RP
- Music:taylor swift - mine
mainly cause i've got no time and the other reason would be cause the stupidly "huge" thing that happened is too private to put on my blog larh.... lets just say if i'm a magnet, i'm not attracting metal but trash! go figure.
i'm gonna try to blog a really long post everytime i have time... (:
at least theres something to read...
you know? recently, i keep imagining that someone is gonna die in front of me.... oh please dont... other than that i keep imagining me as a doctor... ~ aww...... i know i know.. i'm "destined" a pharmacist.. but i wanna do more.... i'm thinking of so many things already.... like being a paramedic and such.. i just wanna be closer to the people in the medical industry....
i need to go!!!
longer post next time..
- Location:home
- Mood:
shut up larh
alright.. updates...
it's chemistry today!!!
totally dont understand lor....
but thankfully... it's almost the end of the lesson and my brain is finally finctioning again.. (:
hehes.
next update...
i'm not sure if u should join photo IG or not leh....
jason says no cause of whatever reasons....
but hayati says i can choose if i want to take an event or not.. which is okay larh.. since photography is my passion.. (:
hmm.. have until tonight to decide.
last update...
you are now reading the blog of the current president of Pharmaceutica IG. (:
yes..... i won the elections.... (:
well.. i cant deny that i'm not happy.. (:
but i do have a lot of things to change so that i wont lose my current members.
i have a few sugegstions and opinions from various people already.... i readdly appreciate that. (:
hmm.. new class updates... W14C is kinda awesome.. only time will tell.. hehes. (:
i've been hanging out with...
j-min, chermaine, rosh, yihui, jason, jeffery, faris, hayati, beverley, angie, akihah, justin, farid... (:
alright.. sayonnara!! (:
- Location:RP
i dont know... i dont know what the hell this icky feeling is, i feel like i'm in a pool swimming and no matter how hard i try i'm not moving.... it kinda sucks.... whats in me? whats within me? thinking too much? i dont know!! damn....................... i dont even know how to explain what i'm feeling inside of me... it's weird......
okay.. fine... anyway.... updates. (:
school has been going on for a week already and i think i love my new class... yea....... think. (:
hey.. it's only a week........ no hurry...
well.. i know for sure that i have clicked with a girl.. (: her name is J-min. (: personally, she was the ONLY bubbly one on day one with me!!! so yea!!
day one was like....................................
but honestly... i miss W36A larh.. (: W14C is alright.. but i do miss sem 1 days.. (:
anyway...... my new class, i've talked to several people already, jason, j-min, chermaine, ros, angie, faris, farid, jega, jeffory...... cant rmb already.... a lot of girls!! (:
so as i said.. day 1.... day one qi mei, sachi, syaza, zainol, satheeson and i met up for a little while. (: aww... miss them like a lot lor!
day one was alright... (:
Ooooo! guess what? weird feeling is gone.... that was short-lived.. (:
so..................................... it's monday today, biology... and IG....
speaking to IG, it's nomination day.... gonna have to nominate, president, vice president, etc... the executives....
and i have a feeling that everyone is talking, getting together to nominate me as president......... ): no! not happy! the amount of responsibility... gosh... i'm already attached!!!!!!!!!!!! attached to my work... how the hell am i gonna find time for IG. i mean if it REALLY happens then duh! i'll have to find time... i will... but now i'm talking about the possible consequences of being the president.
okay fine, yes, it's good for my testimony when i enter university, and i'd probably be considered.... okay! now it's getting real....
so IF i REALLY become president.... maybe meeting once a week? have a closer bond with subcom heads and vice heads. camps, outtings, and such..... campaign to attract year ones next year.. which is soon.
alright.. i better go.. i have practice paper to complete....
- Music:down
apparantly.... this is not the flu i have.... ):
>> The most common symptoms of the disease are chills, fever, sore throat, muscle pains, severe headaches, coughing, weakness/fatique and general discomfort.
this is how i more or less look like... without the tissue box of course...
darn...... flu since saturday.... i'm thankful that i lasted through choir practice....
anyway... school starts tomorrow...... W14C....
i wonder how myy new class will be.....
i wonder if my new study plan will help my raise my GPA.....
goodness.... my throat hurts real bad!!!
well... i'm not sure when i'll update again.... (:
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